still tired much of the time and nausea is still off and on (definitely not quitting unisom and b6 for awhile still) but there have been some good things this week!
Bradley felt the baby move for the first time on Monday morning!! This baby kicks often and is very strong and close to the surface so they have been noticeable from the outside for a few weeks but are getting a lot more consistent. I feel the baby almost every morning when I first wake up when I am still in bed, cuddling before naptime or bedtime, and several random times throughout the day. I love feeling baby G swimming around in there! Baby was moving a TON during all the fight scenes in wonderwoman
I FINALLY finished my college application for interior design school!!! IN related news I thought I was gonna puke in my final interview tonight. Awesome. But I didn't, which is the important thing. I did however have a panic attack because my transcripts from community college were supposed to get there 3 weeks ago... turns out they had just sent under my maiden name so it was all taken care of. but I REALLY didn't want to pay more money with a possibility of the mail losing it possibly again.
My favorite foods this week are mcdonalds cheeseburgers, hotdogs (of course), movie theatre popcorn which is more magical and delicious than normal popcorn, W and I downed a large before we even got halfway through our movie this week, and the quiche I made for dinner tonight that was sooo dang good! I didn't use a recipe so luckily it turned out, and I made homemade pie crust which always tastes better. Bradley loved it :) and chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream, tillamook is the best brand of that
Thursday, June 22, 2017
Monday, June 12, 2017
16 weeks!
This past week was so so great! I was able to really shift my attitude, and I started feeling baby moving a lot more which really helped too. I managed 3 whole workdays including one with extra hours since it got crazy busy. I had much more energy and only one really down day. I went to the temple to pray and read my scriptures daily to put me in a much better frame of mind and I honestly think that was the biggest help as it eased my anxiety and gave me peace.
We have our annual canyon pass now! and we bought a hammock which I am sooooo excited to hang in this week! William is up for all the canyon adventures and they are the best thing to do while pregnant. I just get to chill and cook and eat and just enjoy nature for awhile. It took me so long to really appreciate living in the mountains, but now that I learned the art of relaxing and cooking hotdogs on a fire life is good. I think I just don't actually like hiking lol I am much more of a leisurely walk and short hike kinda person with kids. Basically if a toddler would like it so will I! William and I spend time throwing rocks, finding bugs, and looking for animals and it's perfect. We even did an impromptu canyon evening Saturday when I got off work an hour early! So fun :)
We have names picked out for both a boy and a girl now! I refer to the baby as the boy name I have in my head most of the time. I will just think it's a boy unless they show me it's a girl in 4 weeks when we get our anatomy scan. I am scheduling that today!!!!!! Honestly I am just so happy to be this far along.
My cravings are starting to hit a little more and this baby is NOT a health nut like William was! This time I want hot dogs and chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream. But I do still love avocados and eggs just like with William! Also this baby LOVES rice and beans, I feel like I could eat those every day! I'm not nearly as interested in meat as with my first, fish is gross, and I'm not as big of a salad eater. I do sneak in loads of vegetables though since I definitely believe in eating as healthy as you can, though it is definitely ok to have hot dogs and ice cream a couple times a week! I feel like baby needs all the calories so as long as most of them are good I don't mind an extra 500 that are a little less "good for you" in a day. I am still not gaining super fast which is normal for me. I gained slow and steady with my last and was averaging 1-2 lbs a week the second half.
My sciatica is acting up some, and starting on the round ligament pain. But honestly, feeling the baby makes everything so worth it. Baby kicked me so hard yesterday that I thought Bradley had poked me! I seriously love the little rolls and kicks in there. I can feel them on the outside now.
Today is my 16 week appointment and I am excited to hear the heartbeat! It's been 4 weeks since my last appointment so it is always nice to get that little extra reassurance each month.
This weeks goal is to start my workouts back up! I will make them easy, but I definitely need to get my squat count back up and stretch out with some yoga so I am more comfortable. I was honestly just too sick till this past week to even consider working out, so I am excited to have a little more energy to get some more activity in!
We have our annual canyon pass now! and we bought a hammock which I am sooooo excited to hang in this week! William is up for all the canyon adventures and they are the best thing to do while pregnant. I just get to chill and cook and eat and just enjoy nature for awhile. It took me so long to really appreciate living in the mountains, but now that I learned the art of relaxing and cooking hotdogs on a fire life is good. I think I just don't actually like hiking lol I am much more of a leisurely walk and short hike kinda person with kids. Basically if a toddler would like it so will I! William and I spend time throwing rocks, finding bugs, and looking for animals and it's perfect. We even did an impromptu canyon evening Saturday when I got off work an hour early! So fun :)
We have names picked out for both a boy and a girl now! I refer to the baby as the boy name I have in my head most of the time. I will just think it's a boy unless they show me it's a girl in 4 weeks when we get our anatomy scan. I am scheduling that today!!!!!! Honestly I am just so happy to be this far along.
My cravings are starting to hit a little more and this baby is NOT a health nut like William was! This time I want hot dogs and chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream. But I do still love avocados and eggs just like with William! Also this baby LOVES rice and beans, I feel like I could eat those every day! I'm not nearly as interested in meat as with my first, fish is gross, and I'm not as big of a salad eater. I do sneak in loads of vegetables though since I definitely believe in eating as healthy as you can, though it is definitely ok to have hot dogs and ice cream a couple times a week! I feel like baby needs all the calories so as long as most of them are good I don't mind an extra 500 that are a little less "good for you" in a day. I am still not gaining super fast which is normal for me. I gained slow and steady with my last and was averaging 1-2 lbs a week the second half.
My sciatica is acting up some, and starting on the round ligament pain. But honestly, feeling the baby makes everything so worth it. Baby kicked me so hard yesterday that I thought Bradley had poked me! I seriously love the little rolls and kicks in there. I can feel them on the outside now.
Today is my 16 week appointment and I am excited to hear the heartbeat! It's been 4 weeks since my last appointment so it is always nice to get that little extra reassurance each month.
This weeks goal is to start my workouts back up! I will make them easy, but I definitely need to get my squat count back up and stretch out with some yoga so I am more comfortable. I was honestly just too sick till this past week to even consider working out, so I am excited to have a little more energy to get some more activity in!
Saturday, June 3, 2017
15 weeks
Well I have made it another week. I am still morning sick. Still exhausted. And my back hurts.
Starting to get frustrated that I am not feeling closer to feeling any better. Depression definitely settled in slightly this week. BUT I'm going to make it through this. I have a fun summer planned, and I only have to send off one more thing for my college application. I can f***ing do this. I kind of forgot how bad I had it with my last pregnancy. I pretty much spent till 17ish weeks sleeping and resting and eating and doing occasional craft projects or reading to pass my time because I felt like crap. So yeah, this shouldn't have been a total shock that I am not doing so hot right now. In the grand scheme of things pregnancy is only 9 months and I freaking rock the newborn mommy stage. I just need to make it through about 5 more months. However, I am already making videos to myself so my hormonally high non pregnant self doesn't get any crazy ideas about having more kids anytime soon ;) we are talking a 5 year minimum between now and the next baby. Bradley will need that time to recover from all my hormonal outbursts anyway. But seriously 5 YEARS between this one and more babies. cause I need to finish school and do some stuff before I take on something like this again. Holy Cow. I admire all those people who really love pregnancy. I Really love my babies, and I am willing to do this for them, but man pregnancy is one of the hardest things I have been through physically and mentally and honestly I am still amazed I am even open to doing this again one day still. One day when both of my kids are in school and there is a chance that america will finally have some decent maternity leave policies.
Yesterday I asked one of my coworkers if she could cover for me for an hour or two so I could try and get rid of a headache. She called and told me she had been thinking about me today and would take my whole shift if I wanted. I started bawling. um yeah hormones are a trip. But seriously it was so nice. I am cutting my hours back after next week to only one day a week, which sucks cause less money for school, but at least I am trying to do what I can and continue working instead of quitting. I really didn't anticipate finding out I was pregnant a week after starting this job and I am proud of myself for not quitting when I am an emotional ball of hormones.
This weeks goals include, making it through the dang week without quitting my job due to being overwhelmed. Eating all the food. Not puking. starting yoga so my back gets better. toss in some self care in there if I get the chance. Survival.
I honestly know I should be more grateful, I am not totally bedridden, my baby is actually doing really well, and William has been a complete sweetheart. I am just getting worn down. Hopefully this next week will bring some much needed joy and a better perspective. Plus in about a month I get the 20 week ultrasound!!! Seeing the baby always helps me feel a whole lot better and more pregnant instead of just sick. So there is that to look forward to soon!
Ok one last thing, this whole week I have been craving bologna and pickle sandwiches and have eaten at least 6 of them! This would normally gross me out entirely but omg it is soooo good right now.
Starting to get frustrated that I am not feeling closer to feeling any better. Depression definitely settled in slightly this week. BUT I'm going to make it through this. I have a fun summer planned, and I only have to send off one more thing for my college application. I can f***ing do this. I kind of forgot how bad I had it with my last pregnancy. I pretty much spent till 17ish weeks sleeping and resting and eating and doing occasional craft projects or reading to pass my time because I felt like crap. So yeah, this shouldn't have been a total shock that I am not doing so hot right now. In the grand scheme of things pregnancy is only 9 months and I freaking rock the newborn mommy stage. I just need to make it through about 5 more months. However, I am already making videos to myself so my hormonally high non pregnant self doesn't get any crazy ideas about having more kids anytime soon ;) we are talking a 5 year minimum between now and the next baby. Bradley will need that time to recover from all my hormonal outbursts anyway. But seriously 5 YEARS between this one and more babies. cause I need to finish school and do some stuff before I take on something like this again. Holy Cow. I admire all those people who really love pregnancy. I Really love my babies, and I am willing to do this for them, but man pregnancy is one of the hardest things I have been through physically and mentally and honestly I am still amazed I am even open to doing this again one day still. One day when both of my kids are in school and there is a chance that america will finally have some decent maternity leave policies.
Yesterday I asked one of my coworkers if she could cover for me for an hour or two so I could try and get rid of a headache. She called and told me she had been thinking about me today and would take my whole shift if I wanted. I started bawling. um yeah hormones are a trip. But seriously it was so nice. I am cutting my hours back after next week to only one day a week, which sucks cause less money for school, but at least I am trying to do what I can and continue working instead of quitting. I really didn't anticipate finding out I was pregnant a week after starting this job and I am proud of myself for not quitting when I am an emotional ball of hormones.
This weeks goals include, making it through the dang week without quitting my job due to being overwhelmed. Eating all the food. Not puking. starting yoga so my back gets better. toss in some self care in there if I get the chance. Survival.
I honestly know I should be more grateful, I am not totally bedridden, my baby is actually doing really well, and William has been a complete sweetheart. I am just getting worn down. Hopefully this next week will bring some much needed joy and a better perspective. Plus in about a month I get the 20 week ultrasound!!! Seeing the baby always helps me feel a whole lot better and more pregnant instead of just sick. So there is that to look forward to soon!
Ok one last thing, this whole week I have been craving bologna and pickle sandwiches and have eaten at least 6 of them! This would normally gross me out entirely but omg it is soooo good right now.
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